Waiting...and waiting some more

There's a desk I want, no need, on eBay right now. I'm waiting for the auction to end to see if I won it. It' s a gorgeous desk. I've been looking for one for over a month now (at least) and haven't seen anything I like nearly as much, online or in stores. Gee, only one hour and seventeen minutes to go. I truly don't think I can make it that long without going insane. My refresh button is nearly worn out and my brain is on overload. This is why I have never seriously bid for anything on eBay before. I'm just entirely too fragile for this kind of anxiety.